sighhh i needa rant....yet i dun wana do it so publicly...i dun wana rant to anyone...becoz its a sensitive issue(to some) and it might sounds as if i am showin off...

but..

sigh..

its all about uni...uni..and uni..

doing de acceptance thingy....than...settled de tution grant...next going bank to loan money liao....

moneyy..

sighh...

ppl are warnin me tt EEE v difficult to study..

but what can i do other than to try my best?

i cant possibily giv up even before trying right?but what if i realli fail?i will be wasting money...time....yeah...and become a laughing stock...mayb nt all..but sum who are simply jealous ...those who cant get into uni..they will definately laugh @ me...dreaming to go uni w such bad result...sometimes working hard juz wun work..i duno what's wrong w my brain seriously..i feeel so slow..i feeeel tt i wun be able to get what de lecturers going to say etc and stuff..its worrying me..

dun go uni i aso sian..now go liao aso sian..i realli duno what kinda life i should lead..totally emo..sad...feeel lik crying..but no tears out...

sighh..who realli understand what i am realli sad and worrying about..who does?